so this it.
its one thirty in the morning and im thinking about you. of all the people i should or could be thinking about, its you. lately its always you. i can't tell you how much i wish it wasn't. i honestly don't know anymore. i don't know with you. do you want me, do you not? thats all i want to know. why is this stringing along? you know that i would be with you in a heartbeat, as much as i hate to admit that. its true. i fell for you the second i saw you. don't you remember? you even told me yourself that it was love at first sight. so now why are you breaking my heart? why am i still crying over you? that first night we were together. i knew it was too good to be true. that we were to good to be true. so i swallow my pride and go through another day. i just want you. you felt like home to me. didn't you feel that? i don't care if you think you're not good for me. i think you're good for me. i hated seeing you everyday. it made my heart sad. i don't know why i feel this way and you have nothing? the things you said. how can you do a complete 180? that was the only way i thought i could get you back. that was the only thing i knew that always made everything better, but it only made it worse. i am so sorry. so i was selfish and now im your weakness. i never wanted that to happen. i didn't!! i want to go back home.