Fuck you Melody
Damn fuck mell pisses me off i have had about enough of people telling me pitty me fuck if you want pitty see a psyciatiest i tryed calling her and guess how that went over about now i wish she rots in hell i have tryed so hard to have her make an effort but no she couldent be bothered why cause im not worth her time she makes everyone else look like the bad guy cause she has no feelings she just drags everyone around like there her puppets you know there was a time i realy looked up to her and now i wish that she would just drop off the planet i cant believe her i tryed to talk to her and all i got was "yah" or "im sorry" my ass your sorry your saying that to make yourself feel better shes just a cold harted bitch and realy i hope she reads this so she can realize that im not a scared little girl that will just stand by and take all your shit damn i feel stupid i idolized you when i first met her in math class in grade 11 no one would talk to me and one day she invited me to sit with her for the first time since i moved to alberta she talked to me and wanted to be friends we were so close for so long and realy i dono i think she may be mad at me for darren or everything that went on when i left my dads cause she always thought he was the one in the right fuck she has alot to learn about a hard parrent life ya i know she has her mom and zen with problems and her dad who knows where but her parrents are there for her my dads great now but my mom wherever she is she walked out on me and i care where she is as much as i dont like her i just wish i knew where she was so ya im not going to try to get people i know to avoid her i just think that this is my breaking point calling me an alcoholic cause i drank on my birthday fuck you have a lot to know about alcohlics if thats an alcoholic i know alot of people you should meet who drink everyday but what ever im not saying im better but at least i can be adult about this and just say im not going to bother with you and i wont hold a grudge i just wont call, write , invite you to things so maybe not fully adult aobut it but what can i do im an alcoholic right anyway life is going well darren got employee of the month which is awsome so ya ok talk to you all later if you have any comments email me