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I used to be able to just call him and tell him that i threw up or felt like it and it would help. It doesnt anymore. Im just frustrating him now. this bullshit is taking over and I cant stop it. I cant stop the feeling.
"i threw up" - me
"why?" - him
"I couldnt keep it in" - me
"Im sorry that happened. I dont know what to do for you" -him
All i want is to be held so i can sleep through this. But i obviously can't ask for that anymore. Im frustrating the shit out of the people around me. Im just going to stop telling him when i feel like it. I can handle myself. can't i?
"i threw up" - me
"why?" - him
"I couldnt keep it in" - me
"Im sorry that happened. I dont know what to do for you" -him
All i want is to be held so i can sleep through this. But i obviously can't ask for that anymore. Im frustrating the shit out of the people around me. Im just going to stop telling him when i feel like it. I can handle myself. can't i?