I'm back...
So, basically, I have not been on in 3 weeks. The reason? I screwed myself. I used to be so much better at this and I do not know WHAT i am doing now.
I passed out after work walking the kids up the block. I woke up in the hospital and I KNEW what would happen next. They brought in the therapists, psychologists, etc. And now, everyone knows theres a problem. EVERYONE.
I can't purge anymore. My voice is terrible from it and as a teacher, I need the voice. But now, EVERY MOVE I MAKE I am being watched. I do not know what to do now.
I stil want to reach 100 *My goal in my head is 90 but that will never be able to happen* Because of the hospital, I am up to 115 lbs. So, 15 lbs shouldnt be that bad to lose right? Ughhh
I am sorry to those of yu who wanted to join me and I didn't get back to but that is why.
I need to do this. I have to get to 100, and I onlyhave 48 days till I can.
I am not going above 700 calories (I noticed that 700 is the ideal to eat around the family and make it look like I am eating ALOT espesiall if they think I am eating at work also)
Anyone willing to do the 700 calorie diet with me?
I passed out after work walking the kids up the block. I woke up in the hospital and I KNEW what would happen next. They brought in the therapists, psychologists, etc. And now, everyone knows theres a problem. EVERYONE.
I can't purge anymore. My voice is terrible from it and as a teacher, I need the voice. But now, EVERY MOVE I MAKE I am being watched. I do not know what to do now.
I stil want to reach 100 *My goal in my head is 90 but that will never be able to happen* Because of the hospital, I am up to 115 lbs. So, 15 lbs shouldnt be that bad to lose right? Ughhh
I am sorry to those of yu who wanted to join me and I didn't get back to but that is why.
I need to do this. I have to get to 100, and I onlyhave 48 days till I can.
I am not going above 700 calories (I noticed that 700 is the ideal to eat around the family and make it look like I am eating ALOT espesiall if they think I am eating at work also)
Anyone willing to do the 700 calorie diet with me?