First entry in a while that doesn't mention Casey.
I hardly ever write any entries anymore, and it's kind of sad to me. I'm sure it's also sad to all of the people that are oh so interested in my life happenings and whatnot. I just don't find the inspiration to write so much anymore. I still write my poetry and all, but I just don't feel like writing about my life so much anymore. I'm not entirely sure as to why that is, but I'm sure that part of it is because I sometimes feel like my life isn't going anywhere. Wow, I know that must sound pretty depressive, especially for me, but I guess it's just the truth. I really do feel like a loser sometimes, but it's my fault when I do feel like that. I just don't do what I need to do to succeed in whatever, and then I get all depressed about it. Talk about some counter-productive shit, huh?
I find it funny that realizing your problems is so much easier than actually doing something about it.
And you know, I'm so fucking tired of being like that, and I so badly want to change that about myself, but it's so fucking hard. I know what it's like to stuggle with yourself... and it fucking sucks.
Despite the tone of this entry, I'm not unhappy right now. Just realizing all of this stuff about myself. It's enlightening.
Andy
I find it funny that realizing your problems is so much easier than actually doing something about it.
And you know, I'm so fucking tired of being like that, and I so badly want to change that about myself, but it's so fucking hard. I know what it's like to stuggle with yourself... and it fucking sucks.
Despite the tone of this entry, I'm not unhappy right now. Just realizing all of this stuff about myself. It's enlightening.
Andy