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I watched 10 things I hate about you for the first time tonight with my sister's friend and it made me realized how much ***** means to me.. I know I'm such a loser for thinking about it but it was just little things in the movie that reminded me of him and i was like wow this kid really is perfect.. You know how usually you just find little flaws about people and trust me I'm good at it but I haven't found one yet... he's just perfect simple as that... He said if I lived closer he would probably ask me out and even though we can't date it's the fact that he even said that and the fact that he said I was perfect for him wow :-) he was like ya 2 people told me that you didn't need a freak to be happy and he was like i mean look at you, you look like a normal person when you're standing next to me I was just like man why can't i be up there... a year and a half but by then he'll probably like someone else or moved or something.. Idk I just wish I could fully tell him how I feel but I don't know I don't want to scare him off or idk he's just so perfect for me and him being a freak is just so hot! but uhhh I'm happy no one really reads this so I can poor my heart and soul into this! haha i'm so fucking stupid he does lives 3 hours away but uuhh just talking to him is amazing and idk he's so caring and I love so much to make him happy and it meant a lot when he said that I ceise to amaze him I was like yay well i didn't tell him that I just told him I'd always find a way to amaze him... but ok I'm going on and on and well ahhh He's so fucking perfect!!!! ok ok I give I'm done :-)