I flinch when you are nice you kill me with a single word.
Well lets see I had a horible fucking day the other day and my mom go figure was being a fucking crazy bitch so I flipped out and bitched her out! So I'm grounded for like a fucking month or some gay shit like that! Its so fucked up but whatever. Lately I've been getting in one of those lets go to a fucking concert and go fucking crazy moods everything is falling down around me again and yet again I'm back to flashbacks of the old relationships I've fucked up.. but that mostly has to deal with the fact that I liked Daniel so fucking much and he told geoff that he knows i won't like him if i get to know him well fuck at least give me a chance! I've seen him once in the last 3 weeks and tomorrows the seniors last day so idk i could just fucking cry i'm such a fuck up! My mom bought me a shit load of clothes and don't get me wrong theres nothing wrong with them they're just not me and idk I feel like a fake when i wear them... ahhh I think I'm going to call caleb. later guys