Empty
At the moment I consider my self half empty.. guess that makes me a pessimist. Thing is, I think I seem happy and content, optimistic and ambitious too other people that I talk to. But when I'm on my own, I just feel really bad about everything... Except going to england.. That's the only thing that really makes me feel happy- the thought of going back! I really cant wait, although I know it'll be hard because none of the people I miss from England will be around. Still, I prefer the whole atmosphere and culture there.
I got the prospectus from Loughborough today. I think I could really like that uni.I just need to cross my fingers and hope I get in.
Now I need sleep, I've had a pounding head ace all day... I think it's a result of lack of sleep and lack of eating... have eaten quite a lot today actually, and now I feel really stuffed..I absolutely hate that feeling. And I hate myself for eating so much and not exercising like I should. I havn't worked out this whole week cause I've been so bussy.
night
I got the prospectus from Loughborough today. I think I could really like that uni.I just need to cross my fingers and hope I get in.
Now I need sleep, I've had a pounding head ace all day... I think it's a result of lack of sleep and lack of eating... have eaten quite a lot today actually, and now I feel really stuffed..I absolutely hate that feeling. And I hate myself for eating so much and not exercising like I should. I havn't worked out this whole week cause I've been so bussy.
night