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Omg Thanks again schofield
TKMMMMM!! if it wasnt for your hugs, i would've never broke down right there after school, but its a good thing i did because who knows what i would've done when i got home. prob wouldve gotten drunk as fuck like last time.
but i'm ok now, my eyes kinda hurt a little but thats about it.
i shouldnt keep things in so much cuz when i 'explode' i cant help myself. i end up hurting the people that care the most for me. i'm not gonna say 'i'm sorry' though. shit happens, anything i've said or done was for a reason and i cant go back to change things, thats just the way the world works. and anyways i hate when people tell me that they're sorry. no you're not sorry, and even IF you were sorry, someday you're gonna say 'i'm sorry' and not really mean it, so i'd rather not hear it.
Today i felt lonely empty angry confused fustrated and above all not myself. well, yeah it is me so nvm i take it back. i cant be happy all the time, no one can but one thing i can do is not let it get to me for that long.
but i have good news! i found a lighter! is just like my ex- little black lighter, but the only difference is that this one's purple lol, its cool, ima go out later to walk around my block.hopefully wont get shot haha.. but yeah school's gonna suck next year for the most part.
TKMMMMM!! if it wasnt for your hugs, i would've never broke down right there after school, but its a good thing i did because who knows what i would've done when i got home. prob wouldve gotten drunk as fuck like last time.
but i'm ok now, my eyes kinda hurt a little but thats about it.
i shouldnt keep things in so much cuz when i 'explode' i cant help myself. i end up hurting the people that care the most for me. i'm not gonna say 'i'm sorry' though. shit happens, anything i've said or done was for a reason and i cant go back to change things, thats just the way the world works. and anyways i hate when people tell me that they're sorry. no you're not sorry, and even IF you were sorry, someday you're gonna say 'i'm sorry' and not really mean it, so i'd rather not hear it.
Today i felt lonely empty angry confused fustrated and above all not myself. well, yeah it is me so nvm i take it back. i cant be happy all the time, no one can but one thing i can do is not let it get to me for that long.
but i have good news! i found a lighter! is just like my ex- little black lighter, but the only difference is that this one's purple lol, its cool, ima go out later to walk around my block.hopefully wont get shot haha.. but yeah school's gonna suck next year for the most part.