Maybe I'm not worth the fight
[edit]- its those freakin mood swings lol dont mind me, i just had to let some stuff out, ciao :]
Anthony's coming back in less than a month ♥
people thought i was crazy for going out with him
don't judge me.im not judging anyone at all for the worse things they do
thing is, i think something's going to go horribly wrong.i have that feeling again, like ima say something wrong or just flat out screw up on who knows what.
i need a hug
im scarred
sometimes i get jealous and want more attention from him
and sometimes i think hes grown tired of me
yeah i know hes a gazillion and one miles away so its not his fault but still.
i still remember that night he came to my house just to say good bye..thats like one of the few things i can remember crystal clear and dream about as i hold my bear at night. That was the sweetest thing any guy has done for me.
who knew it was going to last this long
i sure as hell didnt but he proved himself to be a good guy
all i want is to see him already cuz im fucking stressed out
............
grrr i hate it so bad when ppl type "...." at the end of their IMs. It irritates me so bad i dunno why it just does
and then five minutes later i blank out and forget i wrote any of this,oh well.
Anthony's coming back in less than a month ♥
people thought i was crazy for going out with him
don't judge me.im not judging anyone at all for the worse things they do
thing is, i think something's going to go horribly wrong.i have that feeling again, like ima say something wrong or just flat out screw up on who knows what.
i need a hug
im scarred
sometimes i get jealous and want more attention from him
and sometimes i think hes grown tired of me
yeah i know hes a gazillion and one miles away so its not his fault but still.
i still remember that night he came to my house just to say good bye..thats like one of the few things i can remember crystal clear and dream about as i hold my bear at night. That was the sweetest thing any guy has done for me.
who knew it was going to last this long
i sure as hell didnt but he proved himself to be a good guy
all i want is to see him already cuz im fucking stressed out
............
grrr i hate it so bad when ppl type "...." at the end of their IMs. It irritates me so bad i dunno why it just does
and then five minutes later i blank out and forget i wrote any of this,oh well.