Well now that it's been 3 years...
I decided to bring the LJ back. So holy shit, it's been 3 years! Did you putos miss me? I bet you did! Well a lot has happened in the past few years, so I'll bring you up to speed. My last post I talked about a certain fellow named Ricky. Well I got pregnant by Ricky. Lost the baby in the 3rd trimester. Pretty much went crazy and then went through postpartum depression. Contrary to speculation, I was indeed pregnant. Do not believe the lies and rumors his family spread about me. Truth is, me and Ricky didn't have a good relationship. There was a lot of domestic violence. I didn't love him, nor did he love me. We were two kids stuck in a relationship because we were going to have a baby together. Had I not been pregnant we would have never stayed together. Not for very long anyways. So that was my 2008. February 2008 to December 2008 to be exact.
2009, well I spent the first 6 months living in Washington with my best friend Jennifer. After the fiasco with Ricky she came and got me and we both drove back up to Washington together. I didn't get out of bed for the first two months. I couldn't do it. I never felt so miserable before in my life. And I never felt so tired. I felt like I could sleep forever. And if I wasn't sleeping I was playing Guitar Hero. Haha. I came back to SD in June and then did the salon thing from there. And I've been here since, working at the salon, doing my own thing.
I'm going to be 25 years old this year, which trips me out because I started writing on this thing when I was 16. And OH MY, hahahaha, how I have grown! I'm definitely not the same person I use to be. I still that crazy, gangster ass chick you all remember, always, that'll never change! But I have changed a lot, some things are for the worst, some for the better. I'll leave that up to you guys to determine. We're always changing though. That's just a part of being human. Our experiences mold us to the person that we are. I haven't lived the best life, or the easiest so my attitude kinda sucks sometimes, hahaha, but the thing is, I chose for my life to be that way by the choices I made. Nobody told me to go have a one night stand with a cholo and get pregnant and be with him. I made that decision. And I learned. Just like with everything else.
I've made some new friends, lost some old friends. Got back in contact with some people from the past, which I'm not too sure how I feel about that. Sometimes people are just meant to stay in the past. I'm not trying to rekindle any friendships. What's done is done. If I had a bad falling out with someone I don't see a need to ever talk to them again. But then again that's just me burning bridges. A habit I never changed.
I'm going to start writing here more often. We'll see though. Good night LJ!
2009, well I spent the first 6 months living in Washington with my best friend Jennifer. After the fiasco with Ricky she came and got me and we both drove back up to Washington together. I didn't get out of bed for the first two months. I couldn't do it. I never felt so miserable before in my life. And I never felt so tired. I felt like I could sleep forever. And if I wasn't sleeping I was playing Guitar Hero. Haha. I came back to SD in June and then did the salon thing from there. And I've been here since, working at the salon, doing my own thing.
I'm going to be 25 years old this year, which trips me out because I started writing on this thing when I was 16. And OH MY, hahahaha, how I have grown! I'm definitely not the same person I use to be. I still that crazy, gangster ass chick you all remember, always, that'll never change! But I have changed a lot, some things are for the worst, some for the better. I'll leave that up to you guys to determine. We're always changing though. That's just a part of being human. Our experiences mold us to the person that we are. I haven't lived the best life, or the easiest so my attitude kinda sucks sometimes, hahaha, but the thing is, I chose for my life to be that way by the choices I made. Nobody told me to go have a one night stand with a cholo and get pregnant and be with him. I made that decision. And I learned. Just like with everything else.
I've made some new friends, lost some old friends. Got back in contact with some people from the past, which I'm not too sure how I feel about that. Sometimes people are just meant to stay in the past. I'm not trying to rekindle any friendships. What's done is done. If I had a bad falling out with someone I don't see a need to ever talk to them again. But then again that's just me burning bridges. A habit I never changed.
I'm going to start writing here more often. We'll see though. Good night LJ!