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[mydeadletters]

a big fat bitch me goes off to a certain cunt fuckin bitch who use to be my best fuckin friend, and fuckin chose sides with some stupid dick puking exema hermaphradite bitch. YEAH WAY TO BE A BESTFRIEND. dont tell me that you missed me and missed hanging out and then never call to hang out, the only time you fucking called was when you wanted me

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[mydeadletters]

haha funny how you get all worked up about this shit. what is it that you said to me before...oh yeah i remember..."why bother commenting on my lj...laaame". idiot. you dont need my help? then why the fuck did you call me asking me to come up there to be with you when you kicked sarahs ass? and why the fuck havnt you done it yet? you can fight your own fights? i'll believe it when i see it. you dont need my drama? bitch you're the BIGGEST drama queen i know. you added fuel to the fire sweetheart. you cant keep your ass out of everyones business. you had to put yourself in the middle of me and jens business even though you shouldnt have. this is how i work, and by now you should fuckin get it:

i say how i feel, harsh or not, irrational or not, i dont give a fuck, and then you can do whatever the hell you want with it. i said my piece...now what are you gonna do?

yeah, SHIT.

cause thats how you are. thats how jen is. everytime you've gotten pissed at someone, i was right there behind, ready to do whatever. like a little fuckin security blanket.

so yeah, tell me amanda, how AM i suppose to feel? yeah you called me before you left to AZ, everything was cool, and then you called me coming back from AZ about the whole sarah thing, and we went to the living room, where you were hella inconsiderate and called jen like right in front of me, cause thats why we were fighting in the fuckin first place. and then i maybe heard from you once and you were gonna call me back and you never did.

it fucking blows my mind to see how all this shit is now. think about ALL the shit we've been through together. think about all the fuckin good times we've had. this is like losing a sister and really its tearin me up inside. i didnt want this shit to happen. it wasnt to suppose to end like this. this is all a result from your fuckin decision. thats what hurts the most i think.