somewhere far-off, peaceful, sleeping
I think I'm going to do it. I think I'm going to meet him. You're right -- if I don't, he's going to think there's something more going on. He's suspicious enough that he might decide to start investigating, and who knows what danger he'd be in then?
I should warn him away, or tell him that this is it -- we can never see each other after this. But at least I'll have the experience to cherish, right? I'll try. I'll try to convince him that I'm not all that interesting, that I'm not worth all this trouble. Maybe I won't even like him when I get to spend more than ten minutes with him and nobody's breathing over our shoulders and there isn't as much danger.
But that's it. Just a few hours, and then back to my life. Pack politics are heating up, and I need to be here, to be the voice of reason, before someone does something stupid. I think Gabriel suspects Rafe's been hunting on his own. I think Rafe thinks he'll get away with it. Gabriel's right. Rafe's wrong.
I'll tell you all tomorrow morning what happened. If I can make it to the internet café before work, or when I finish.
I should warn him away, or tell him that this is it -- we can never see each other after this. But at least I'll have the experience to cherish, right? I'll try. I'll try to convince him that I'm not all that interesting, that I'm not worth all this trouble. Maybe I won't even like him when I get to spend more than ten minutes with him and nobody's breathing over our shoulders and there isn't as much danger.
But that's it. Just a few hours, and then back to my life. Pack politics are heating up, and I need to be here, to be the voice of reason, before someone does something stupid. I think Gabriel suspects Rafe's been hunting on his own. I think Rafe thinks he'll get away with it. Gabriel's right. Rafe's wrong.
I'll tell you all tomorrow morning what happened. If I can make it to the internet café before work, or when I finish.