I wish
I wish everything was back to normal. I wish I could still see you everyday. I wish I didn't have to act like everything is fine and that I don't want to cry and just hold you every time I talk to you or see you...or think about you for that matter. I still love you. I still want you. I still want to be with you. You're still my everything. My world, my heart, my soul, my every god damned thing in the world. But I can't change your mind. I wish I could. I wish I could show you what you mean to me, but I don't know how...