mixed up
I'm confused. How did everything turn out like this? It's been the first time in a long time that he hasn't shown up at my house. I pushed him away. After everything that happened...I pushed away. I love him. I don't want it to end like this. But what am I supposed to do? We're not dating so I can't call him up and beg for him to come back. And I'm not gonna call him. I am mad at him, but it's still hard to be mad at him.
I'm more mad at Brian. He lied. Right to my face. What is that? Brian has never done that to me before. And now he chooses the time? No. Not working like that. Why would Nathaniel threaten him? Come on, it's Nathaniel [hi Blinky!], bible thumper, not having sex until he's married, believes full heartedly in God and Jesus. (No offense on him or anything Stevie)
I'm more mad at Brian. He lied. Right to my face. What is that? Brian has never done that to me before. And now he chooses the time? No. Not working like that. Why would Nathaniel threaten him? Come on, it's Nathaniel [hi Blinky!], bible thumper, not having sex until he's married, believes full heartedly in God and Jesus. (No offense on him or anything Stevie)