What are you waiting for?
Ok.
Brandon Boyd's scream in Certain Shade of Green towards the end.."procastinate" makes me cream. I love him. Anyhow...
I also had this delightful slice of New York Cheesecake. It was honestly the best cheesecake I've ever had in my life. I savored it :)
And in a few moments, I'm going to go weigh myself and laugh at myself for indulging in every food I love for the past two months. My house is weird; I'm sitting at the table, finishing my dinner and eating my cheesecake-Big John Hall's Christmas carols playing in the living room, (might as well call the guy Big John Boulder, b/c he looks and sounds quite similar to one-and probably lives in one too judging by the beard), and Peter's behind me in the schoolroom playing some game with techno music chanting, "You die, you die, you die! DIE DIE DIE!!"
I'm like, uh. Sweet.
When I came home today there was an almost 3ft Christmas tree on the table in front of the window. I didn't say anything, in fact I was happy to see that no one really complained....and that they didn't spend unneccessary money they don't have on a huge ass tree. So it was cool.
On my way back up here, my dad was trying to sleep in the recliner, and ya know...I figured something out.
Yesterday, when I was putting on my rollerblades in the living room-my parents were talking to each other in the kitchen. They didn't think I could hear them, I had headphones on, but they were off. My mom said something to him along the lines of..behave better or something. My dad was like, "No, you know this is my worst time of year."
My mom like started..scolding him..that he didn't have to be like that, and now his parents were gone-her's have been and this was his home now and he had his own family to be with. Said something about now he has children and they are a blessing not a burden and he needs to enjoy us because we'll be gone very soon.
And you know...I really felt bad.
I kind of realized America has never been his home.
That's why he's so negative and whiney, his heart is in Switzerland. Heidi's is too now....so she's always depressed. I dunno, in a way..I feel like I understand that. When you're just miserable in one place-when your heart is in another.
sucks.
anyhow. Gotta go to work soon.
Here's the car Jared is selling from school-only this one is blue. His is black-and it's hawt. '97 Ford Probe Yeah anyhow...he's selling for $3,000. And well, most likely I don't have anywhere near that much. My dad tried telling me I have around $500 in my account which sounds crazy...cuz...I made more than that in two months at Target, getting paid like a dollar and 75 cents less than I make now. We'll see about that.
Then SOMEONE *cough*TARA*cough* told me it was a crap foreign car. Nooo...it's a Ford. That's about as Foreign as it gets. Allegedly Probes do however tend to have bad transmissions or something..but he's had the car three years I think-no problems, and I know they have the money to take care of their cars and they do. It's from 97 so it's seven years running and no problems at all. 122,000 miles about...so......eh. It's a cute car. What can I say...
It wants me, I want it.
Gotta move faster on this phone business.
Peace