paaah pile it on
I had a bad freakin day.
I'm just so sick of getting yelled at by stupid people and deadlines, and schedules getting effed up at work and just STUPID people. Miss Andrae-the play director has been spazzing like a turkey, and everyone's stressed. Mr.Clark's been there every night to keep her under wrap, but he won't be there tonight and its going to be hell.
This I know cuz T doesn't know all his lines, and I'm going to miss all my cues b/c why would I freakin say my line that has everything to do with what he was just supposed to say if he DOESN'T SAY IT. Don't get me wrong, I'm not pissed with Tristan. But I don't appreciate her putting the blame on me or Clark. She needs to take the stick out of her ass, as much as I sometimes love her-she's not even being high strung at this point she's just taking things out on random people. Me being one of those people.
Then today in school...God I'll push that Bible teacher off a cliff. We got our tests back from that turd book....the one she expected us to read 11 chapters in during what...four day weekend plus..one day. Five days. Four out of the five I worked. Then the rest of the time I was at play practice or church. She can lick my cooch.
THEN FREAKIN Mrs.BERGERMEISTER I almost passed out going from...ensemble...........which I won't even start on cuz that woman is going to get cussed out. I can't take her much longer either-then bible...I went to get a pop, and oh yeah we're not allowed to have pop until Fridays )(wtf ya know??) so I go to the teachers lounge and ask if I can get a pop b/c I need sugar and I'll pass out if I don't get some. This woman threw a fit-Mr.Loescher saved me tho and I got my pop...but she bitched for a good ten minutes and didn't let me leave till she was half through. Then after school pulled me aside again and let me know ALL about the rules and how that just wasn't acceptable.
I'm sure passing out is more..acceptable. If she'd rather deal with that or my dad.
I'm just grumpy..so behind in math again..otherwise life is good. lol I swear
Play isn't going too bad, work is fine, Joe met my dad last night for two seconds...we'll see what happens there. But whatever, I have a nice time with him. He makes me smile sooooo I'll trust that for now.
I'd call him and whine, but.....I'm sick of whining. It helps to bitch in this journal cuz then I read my thoughts and realize how stupid I am for complaining everytime. And that balances me out.
But sure. Life sucks, but its all just in my head. I'll be ok.
....gonna go get me a couple redbulls, bring ALL my science fair stuff to practice with me. I dunno what I'll get done tho :( cuz the most of it is on the computer. But I dunno, maybe I'll get a start on that stupid math. The science fair paper is due tomorrow-I have like three out of maybe eight pages wrote. Heh. I won't even be in school, we have load-in all day. Taking the set apart, driving it to the palace and putting it back together. Saturday........dear God.
Friday night I hope to go to Katie's play-no..I WILL cuz...I'll find someone to go.
Saturday me and Tina have a meeting at 6am-9AM I'll prolly just spend the night w/ her. Then I have cue-to-cue from 9-uuh 4? Yeah.
Haha funny. I'll be in two places at once. Then work 5-10:30
I always see Bradley now! he works at Babbages and he came to visit me the other night with his brother. I forgot how much I laugh and get silly around him. lol :)
ah..now that I've vented.
I feel 20% better. And Mr.L told me a did a great job on my plaintiff questions today. Maybe I'll be an attorney for mock trial. I dunno. YES. THIS IS ALL...done
FINE'
... :)