silly girl, trix r for kids
gotta think like a kid, as if i never hurt.
i dont like many ppl, but i know i loved her. ida spent my life with her...in whatever form it took. sometimes i cant help but feel sad bout it. she was special beyond words to me.
goodbye was long ago...when she found new gfs.
yet i never forgot her.
i never put life off, yet no one meant enough to me to dive right in!
shes going to find her true love perhaps. i know for her sake i should release it.....somehow i still long for her to be with me. to b in my life.
maybe i was clingy. i know she needed space to grow. i did too.
im open to new things, even tho she was the only girl i loved. thus far more than anyone, and truly. I would have done anything [now] to make her life beautiful and fun. i was in my own probs back then, now i can see clear.
so i love....until i forget completely. because whats no longer there.....and what was so meaningful is lost..in [time] in [misunderstanding] in [new lusts] in jealous ppl
but unconditional love...is where my heart is. My heart doesnt need to hurt ne more. i beleive she once really cared for me, but i dont know if thats true or when it shifted
but for now there was only one girl for me
until the universe unravels something for meh,
besides craving friends, and having no love life. im like the opposite of the ppl who never spend time alone in their thoughts. i do really well by myself, but i really want ppl to share it with.
in other words i love my classes. things are good in many wayz
blah blah blah.shutup
i dont like many ppl, but i know i loved her. ida spent my life with her...in whatever form it took. sometimes i cant help but feel sad bout it. she was special beyond words to me.
goodbye was long ago...when she found new gfs.
yet i never forgot her.
i never put life off, yet no one meant enough to me to dive right in!
shes going to find her true love perhaps. i know for her sake i should release it.....somehow i still long for her to be with me. to b in my life.
maybe i was clingy. i know she needed space to grow. i did too.
im open to new things, even tho she was the only girl i loved. thus far more than anyone, and truly. I would have done anything [now] to make her life beautiful and fun. i was in my own probs back then, now i can see clear.
so i love....until i forget completely. because whats no longer there.....and what was so meaningful is lost..in [time] in [misunderstanding] in [new lusts] in jealous ppl
but unconditional love...is where my heart is. My heart doesnt need to hurt ne more. i beleive she once really cared for me, but i dont know if thats true or when it shifted
but for now there was only one girl for me
until the universe unravels something for meh,
besides craving friends, and having no love life. im like the opposite of the ppl who never spend time alone in their thoughts. i do really well by myself, but i really want ppl to share it with.
in other words i love my classes. things are good in many wayz
blah blah blah.shutup