left behind
So, I'm here at home. I woke up early, did Fajr and was thinking, "I better hurry up before my mom starts yelling for not being ready on time." except, today she didn't yell at me. At all. I think she is still mad at me for something last night.
She cussed at me because I was reading and she told me to go to bed. It was WAY early and I kinda said it jokingly, "MOM. Why are you being so weird tonight? It's really early." and she goes, "bleep." and I said:"Don't call me that." She cussed at me and it made me really upset because she really had no reason to be mad and she hadn't cussed at me since I'd moved back in. She also was kinda mean to someone when the person called, she was joking, trying to be cool, but she doesn't realize that this isn't her life anymore, it's mine. She is still trying to live her life through me, just like she used to before I converted and now it's not working anymore, so the first chance she gets, she goes for. It really makes me upset, anyway, to the end of this,
I'm now here at home. I was left behind without so much as a "bye". Everyone just walked out of the house and I am here. I was ready, heading right for the door, but they left. I didn't even know they had left. NO one said, "bye". It kinda hurts. Maybe I am taking it too personal, but I doubt "bye" would have taken more than a second.
She cussed at me because I was reading and she told me to go to bed. It was WAY early and I kinda said it jokingly, "MOM. Why are you being so weird tonight? It's really early." and she goes, "bleep." and I said:"Don't call me that." She cussed at me and it made me really upset because she really had no reason to be mad and she hadn't cussed at me since I'd moved back in. She also was kinda mean to someone when the person called, she was joking, trying to be cool, but she doesn't realize that this isn't her life anymore, it's mine. She is still trying to live her life through me, just like she used to before I converted and now it's not working anymore, so the first chance she gets, she goes for. It really makes me upset, anyway, to the end of this,
I'm now here at home. I was left behind without so much as a "bye". Everyone just walked out of the house and I am here. I was ready, heading right for the door, but they left. I didn't even know they had left. NO one said, "bye". It kinda hurts. Maybe I am taking it too personal, but I doubt "bye" would have taken more than a second.