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[mychangeofheart]

So yeah. after all the drama after this break and lack of sleep, i think things are going purty good. Me and james stopped talking for a while, but were talking now.. except not since yesterday morning because his mom died yesterday... and I guess he found her. I feel like shit because i want to be there for him so bad even though i know that tracy is going to be there... i want him to know that i can be there for him too... not just his ex. it really makes me sad, and it pisses me off... because shit.. i already fucked up purty big not trusting him. FUCK ALL YOU WHO MADE ME HAVE A HARD TIME TRUSTING PEOPLE. we were on the verge of actually fixing it.. but this had to happen .... so.... i hope that sometime soon ill get to see him so that he knows I care. But i did tell tracy to take care of him for me... but of cours shes gonna... shes his ex and still in love with him.... and how odd that were friends. hrmm. yeah. but anyways... yeah so thats my news. Im purty sad.. but i got some sleep last night if that matters .... something like..... around 8 wootage lol
but yeah i still havent started eating right on a daily basis.. should prolly think about it. Oh im getting my hair cut im so excited.. getting it cut relaxed and colored.. well im prolly gonna dye it myself but anyways.

OH AND APARENTLY MY COUSIN GOT MARRIED TODAY... WTF? I DIDNT EVEN KNOW HE HAD A GIRLFRIEND!!! WELL, MY COUSIN IS ADAM BYRNE, AND HIS WIFE NOW... IS MARY-ANN DYE... shes purty.. and shes good for him.. but how the hell did i not know this?? oh well yeah so ... yeah