Dec 30, 2005 04:32
Haha fucking ha. well i found out that this girl i thought was my friend isnt. ha. Me and james r getting really close, and well, according to her, im 6 months pregnant with a guys kid who i never met. Im an alcholic, Im addicted to crack, this is my second child.. and all sorts of shit. hahaha. fucking ha. before i met james this is all the shit she said about me! its fucking hilarious.
anyways. so . i finally found someone. lol. I know there was a thing with cahse..but there relaly wasnt. i mean, it was a thought and thats it.
james constantly tells me im beautiful. i dont know what his issue is, i dont know. i love it. I love that he tells me these things. he even drew a pic of me. it looks NOTHING like me. but its beautiful. I told him i didnt look that pretty and he said.. do you ever look into a mirror?
well, atleast theres one good thing ashlees good for.
she introduced me to him.
it may not work out. but its happy.