Fangirling?
So I'm not even sure how this happened, but I seem to have become a fangirl for Jayy Von Monroe, from the band Blood on the Dance Floor.
I saw his picture a someone else's profile picture on Facebook and one day the person with the picture mentioned his name. I'm into the androgyny, so I google imaged him and didn't think much of it. He's alright. But later I got curious and went back and looked through the photos and found that I loved the ones where he's smiling. A gorgeous smile can hook me very well. Then I went back again...and again...and again...then I did a regular google search and found his formspring. I read a bunch of questions and answers, watched some YouTube videos of interviews and I seem to really be hooked on how pretty his smile is, how great he is to talk to.
He seems really sweet, funny, down to earth, just like a nice guy. I feel like I can't describe him very well either, like there's some adjective I can't remember that I would like to assign to him. I don't know, he seems like a (relatively) normal (alternative) guy, one that you could have a good time just chilling with or just talking to.
It's weird because I completely hate his music. After realizing that I liked this guy, I went back and tried to listen to it again, apparently their music promotes a message about accepting oneself, but I really just cannot stand it. It's horrid. I don't even like all the theatrics either, like the look they have that resembles visual kei. Just without all of that strange music, ripped clothes, edgy makeup, and posing he's just a beautiful human being.
(I can't even tell you how much I hate that supermodel type camera posing if you're not a supermodel. George does it too. I tried to take a picture of the love he has in his eyes when he looks at me, and as soon as I brought out the camera, that look disappeared. Why can't I just get a picture of how you actually look at me, instead of that empty, supermodel stare?)
Case in point, although this is more an intense stare than an empty one.
Beautiful, yes. But also posey.
Still fake contacts, but that smile is so cute and fun :-)
Reminds me of this, actually:
(yeah, I found that by google imaging "miyavi smile.")
That's about it, but I also wanted to remind the future me who is reading this post to make a gif and that I like whoissugar and gossmakeupartist on YouTube.
Gif video link: http://m.youtube.com/index?desktop_uri=%2F&gl=US#/watch?v=09vf7jjiDuI
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