ARGH
So I'm thinking of leaving the question club.
If I could find a better community, I would've done it months ago, since they always make me feel like a dumb ass who is wasting their time by asking dumb ass, naive, teenager-y questions. I'm way too sensitive and it's more abuse than I can handle. But where else do I go?
Also, Environmental Science AP is kicking my ass. I hope this class won't be so crazy for much longer.
Also, Ben. He reminds me of Joe. And since Joe is gone, I think Ben is the new Joe. I don't care if it's unethical, I miss Joe, and I need SOME sort of pathetic coping method. I have to call Joe and ask him to do something, but I'm always such a scaredy-cat when it comes to calling him. I don't wanna get rejected =(
But I miss him way too much. Right now, I'm operating on the believe that I'll call him and make plans as soon as my skin stops peeling from that sunburn. Which I think is a good plan, but I hope I stop peeling soon because I wanna see him!!!
I'm screwed.
But last week, I did see little penis! IDK the guy's name whose little penis I saw. I heard someone call him Chance today, and then I asked him what his name was to make sure I heard correctly and he said Johnny =/
If he's going to lie about his name, I'm just going to keep calling him Little Penis.
I hate all the work in my classes right now, but hopefully I can overcome my ridiculous laziness and just get some work done this weekend, so I don't have to be as worried about what's due when. I wish I was on that plane again, 'cause there was nothing to do but homework, and I could finally just be forced to focus enough to get it done. FML.
If I could find a better community, I would've done it months ago, since they always make me feel like a dumb ass who is wasting their time by asking dumb ass, naive, teenager-y questions. I'm way too sensitive and it's more abuse than I can handle. But where else do I go?
Also, Environmental Science AP is kicking my ass. I hope this class won't be so crazy for much longer.
Also, Ben. He reminds me of Joe. And since Joe is gone, I think Ben is the new Joe. I don't care if it's unethical, I miss Joe, and I need SOME sort of pathetic coping method. I have to call Joe and ask him to do something, but I'm always such a scaredy-cat when it comes to calling him. I don't wanna get rejected =(
But I miss him way too much. Right now, I'm operating on the believe that I'll call him and make plans as soon as my skin stops peeling from that sunburn. Which I think is a good plan, but I hope I stop peeling soon because I wanna see him!!!
I'm screwed.
But last week, I did see little penis! IDK the guy's name whose little penis I saw. I heard someone call him Chance today, and then I asked him what his name was to make sure I heard correctly and he said Johnny =/
If he's going to lie about his name, I'm just going to keep calling him Little Penis.
I hate all the work in my classes right now, but hopefully I can overcome my ridiculous laziness and just get some work done this weekend, so I don't have to be as worried about what's due when. I wish I was on that plane again, 'cause there was nothing to do but homework, and I could finally just be forced to focus enough to get it done. FML.