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[mycatsagoth]

It's not love
if you haven't done anything to earn it
if you don't even know me
it's not love
if the time hasn't passed between us to be there when needed
and if you have to ask my friends what kind of person I am
it's not love
when you want me to feel something that isn't there
like the soil is not a tree when even the seed hasn't been planted
much less nourished
it's no more love than a mother's biological imperative
less so for the passage of months and blood connection
not love
what you want from me
I have something for you but it is not love