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i remember...the first time
i ever saw you.
i was amazed, when you talked to me
i though i would die
i still taste your scent.
i think your house smells like my memories.
i cried.
i loved you
i did. the piece of paper.
i still have the piece of paper.
i kept in in my pocket.
i kept it safe,
i was safe
i went away, but you left me.
i loved you. but you left me;
i still cry. but you left me
i dont think you could forget.
i gave you away for you. for me, for you
i took that road,
i did, people throw their trash on it;
i think most that people walked on in denial.
i do, no longer though.
i think that road is the path
i think to heaven or hell
i took what your kind.would call hell.
i took that knife,
i looked away, i left it all.
i got a knife, after all of that
i got a knife
i did.
i died tonight, last night.