Things I am sick of hearing.
-What are you doing with yourself? You are going nowhere.
-You don't smoke pot? You're gay.
-How can you go almost 18 years without having sex at least once?
-How can you pray to something that isn't there?
-Your band is never going anywhere. Get back in line and apply to college.
-How can you put God before money. Money is what matters most in this world.
-How can you be happy without getting ****ed up?
I am getting sick and tired of hearing people question my God, my morals, and my ambitions. So to the peers, teachers, guidance counselors, and anyone who says stuff like this to me, take a good look at me, and remember everything you said or thought about me, because I know for a fact you are all dead wrong, and your opinions no longer matter/phase me. I'm done. No more "I don't know where I want to apply", no more "well thats just an opinion, and my opinion of life is different". I am going to speak my plans. I am going to speek my feelings. I am going to speak my heart. I am going to tell my counsler my ambitions. I am going to tell my pothead friends that you cand be happy smoking pot, and that I know true happyness, and I found it in God. And for the record, I am going somwhere. The place I'm going isn't an easy place to get to. The place I'm going is a place I have no Idea about. All I know is that if I heep my eyes on God and never lose hope, I will not fail in life.
This is what came of the past few days of not using the internet. I got a lot closer with God. Since I wasn't sitting around commenting peoples myspaces, or posting silly livejournal entries, I read, and I prayed, and I asked for strength. No, I begged for strength. This was one of the hardest weeks of my life. Aparrently, I am doing everything absolutley wrong. I know differently, and I am not about to take a number and wait for my number to be called just to do something that doesnt make me happy. I know damn well what makes me happy, and that I don't need the band to make it big to be a sucess in life, because I will be glorifying my God. And I know if I do not leave any room for failure, we won't.
-You don't smoke pot? You're gay.
-How can you go almost 18 years without having sex at least once?
-How can you pray to something that isn't there?
-Your band is never going anywhere. Get back in line and apply to college.
-How can you put God before money. Money is what matters most in this world.
-How can you be happy without getting ****ed up?
I am getting sick and tired of hearing people question my God, my morals, and my ambitions. So to the peers, teachers, guidance counselors, and anyone who says stuff like this to me, take a good look at me, and remember everything you said or thought about me, because I know for a fact you are all dead wrong, and your opinions no longer matter/phase me. I'm done. No more "I don't know where I want to apply", no more "well thats just an opinion, and my opinion of life is different". I am going to speak my plans. I am going to speek my feelings. I am going to speak my heart. I am going to tell my counsler my ambitions. I am going to tell my pothead friends that you cand be happy smoking pot, and that I know true happyness, and I found it in God. And for the record, I am going somwhere. The place I'm going isn't an easy place to get to. The place I'm going is a place I have no Idea about. All I know is that if I heep my eyes on God and never lose hope, I will not fail in life.
This is what came of the past few days of not using the internet. I got a lot closer with God. Since I wasn't sitting around commenting peoples myspaces, or posting silly livejournal entries, I read, and I prayed, and I asked for strength. No, I begged for strength. This was one of the hardest weeks of my life. Aparrently, I am doing everything absolutley wrong. I know differently, and I am not about to take a number and wait for my number to be called just to do something that doesnt make me happy. I know damn well what makes me happy, and that I don't need the band to make it big to be a sucess in life, because I will be glorifying my God. And I know if I do not leave any room for failure, we won't.