um... crew and hunting
Today was the first day back on the water. It felt good. I want a spot in the WV4+ and the LtWV4+. I will work out extra. I will prove that I am worthy of those spots. If other people want them, then I will want them more. If other people work for them, then I will work harder.
I made myself audition for the Lock Lomond solo today in order to face my fear. Perhaps I will slowly overcome it. I think that Brittney K. deserves the solo the most, though. She sounded really good.
I feel restless. Like I am destined for something more, but I can't touch it yet. Perhaps one day I will be able to fly. I feel like Belle in Beauty and the Beast when she says, "I want more than this provincial life." I need out of here for a while. I need a chance to fly, and I need a chance to fall. I'm not afraid. Uncertain, yes. Afraid, never. Oh well... I still have another year and a half. We'll just have to wait and see who I am next may. I think that I will be a much different person than I am now. Hopefully I will be stronger.
I feel like a hunter, always searching for something...
I made myself audition for the Lock Lomond solo today in order to face my fear. Perhaps I will slowly overcome it. I think that Brittney K. deserves the solo the most, though. She sounded really good.
I feel restless. Like I am destined for something more, but I can't touch it yet. Perhaps one day I will be able to fly. I feel like Belle in Beauty and the Beast when she says, "I want more than this provincial life." I need out of here for a while. I need a chance to fly, and I need a chance to fall. I'm not afraid. Uncertain, yes. Afraid, never. Oh well... I still have another year and a half. We'll just have to wait and see who I am next may. I think that I will be a much different person than I am now. Hopefully I will be stronger.
I feel like a hunter, always searching for something...