So... anyone for anxiety?
Well, I'm feelin way better today. We settled with the car dealership and i'll drive away on Monday with the Civic for under $4,000... So goodbye to my O' so beloved boat. I'll really miss it. It really did it's time considering I had for a year and half and only paid $1,000 for it without a break down. If only girls were so dependable. HAHAHA That's funny. Well, I'm done being a psycho for a while. I think my rags about over with for this month. I feel bad for being so mean to Alicia, she's the best friend ever. I can be so mean and hostile to her and she always just tries to make me smile. No matter what. I really respect this girl, and I love her a lot. I'm glad we're not dating right now. Maybe one day we'll feel like were ready for it, but it's true. I'm not ready to settle down and get married and that's how it felt. It's nice to have options open without technically "cheating" on each other. I can't believe how non-jealous I am of her and how much I trust her. I feel so comfortable right now. I've never really felt secure until right now. Now I can be myself and I have a girl/girlfriend/friend whatever you want to call her that will support me 100%. Well enough babbling, I better go get my eat on. Later