so enough of that EMO crap!

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well im awake now and i still feel sick. I hate the doctor. me and Alicia and my dad sat in there for like 6 hours with needles in my arms just for them to say they dont know whats wrong and give me pills. I hate them so much. I still feel like shit. People are crazy. I want to move. I can't stop missing work. Im dropping out of school but

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[stalkingmarla]

i don't believe anyone asked you how you were doing...
someone has a guilty conscious
i thought you didn't want to WASTE your precious time reading Landon's journal?
you are two faced.
i know its none of my business but i have to ask anyway, how can you live with yourself? how do you sleep at night knowing you are a liar?
just wondering.
i don't mean to sound like a bitch but that is what i am. these are just a few of my observances.
you remind me of the oi punk kid...you know the one...he said he was an antidisestablishmentarianist. thats you alright.
a lot of sellouts make the tough transition, i'm glad it wasn't too hard for you. punk rock to rock and roll. middle class america watch out her comes rock and roll lynn.
on a more positive note i am SO glad things worked out for you. i'm very happy for you. sorry to hear about the whole having a dead end job thing. i have a fantastic guy in my life right now. he is so nice to me and i don't feel the need to go cheat on him every weekend. i guess landon was right when he said everything would work out ok becuase he made the best desicion of his life by dumping your conformist ass. he wasn't saying everything will work out for you he was assuring himself.
good luck with your dead end life, i hope you get married and grow old together. if you do it soon you can have more qality cheating time. its always better when you are a bored house wife i heard. if you are wonderful at anything i am sure that is what you would excel at.
have a wonderful life. i'd keep you in my prayers if i thought it would help you...

feel free to bitch to your friends if you would like. i have no ill will towards you at all, i just don't like who you are.

i had no problem with you until you hated me. have a nice fucking leave it to beaver life.

~Alicia~

p.s. oh i like your oh so hardcore hand gestures. and i think you should get a job as a one stop photo shop specialist. i mean they made all those tools on photo shop so you could use one over and over again. genuis i say pure genuis. rock on "rock'n'roll lynn"

Here comes fat ass Alicia fighting once more.

[rocknrolllynn]

Dear Droopy,
I really appreciate you pulling the needle out of your arm long enough to type that out. Being a walking stereotype politically active punk rawker with no time for personal hygiene probably keeps you pretty busy.
I do believe someone asked me how I was doing. I don't know if you are aware that Landon has been calling me for the past week or so, fishing for sympathy. Also, did you know that Landon and I actually made peace in someone else's journal? I didn't think so. The flaps of skin over your eyes probably obscured your vision too badly for you to be able to read that.
I am far from being two faced. As long as we're naming each other after Batman characters, though, I'd rather be Poison Ivy. You can be the Penguin, okay whore?
I'm glad you're aware of your own bitchiness. That'll save us both some trouble. But how can you sleep at night knowing you make judgments about who to attack based on what someone like Landon tells you? Consider the source, darling.
Oh yes, I'm such an oi punk kid. oi, oi, oi. You know this, of course, because we've met and you've been able to get a non-biased account of my appearance and lifestyle. I must have forgotten, but that's surely what happened.
Where do you get this "cheating on my boyfriend on the weekends?" Why just the weekends? I want to reach your level of grossness. I'm working on the slut thing, and the next step is to start gaining weight. I know I can do it one day!
"I hope you get married and grow old together" Well, now I know who's been reading my friends only posts. Do you have a secret journal? WOW!
I can make it easy on you and make all of my posts public so you wont have to go through the trouble. Lyk OMG I'll even put you on my Friends List!
I've never liked you considering that Landon use to tell me what a horrible person you are, but at least I knew I had a chance of being wrong. Now, on the other hand, I've heard stuff from plenty of other people who have seen you that would make anyone's stomach turn.
As far as my "hardcore hand gestures" it is simply a joke that you wouldn't understand.
I'll explain. That isn't the "rock n' roll" gesture. It's the Shocker I used on your whore of a mother last night :). Ask her, I'm sure she'll remember!
I like your bright white icon where you can't even make out your ugly ass face. The 'Contrast' control is a gal's best friend, wouldn't you agree? Its wonderful I say, absolutely wonderful. You've mastered the art of de-drooping!
Did you know that Landon is dying? Feel free to join him, but in the meantime enjoy the 5 minute sex. I remember how nice it was to know I could get laid during the commercial break between the evening news and the Simpsons. Lucky you! No pesky orgasms, either!
I WILL enjoy my Leave-It-To Beaver, financially stable, well-educated, multiple orgasm life, which I personally prefer over an eternity of being a poor, ugly, junkie squatter.
In conclusion (that's what my teachers tell me to say), I consider myself a Christian and I make it my goal to be a good person. If I saw you walking down the street, I may even swerve to avoid hitting you. As long as you launch attacks at people you don't even know, however, you won't be taken seriously and all the shit you fling out will be tossed right back in your face. Open wide, sweetheart!
I hope you die (and I mean that in the nicest way possible),
Lynn<3

Re: Here comes fat ass Alicia fighting once more.

[myburntflag]

oh my god lynn you make me sick... how can you be such a fucking hypocrite... go ahead and talk shit all you want... go ahead and attack her for saying shes making conclusions on someone she dosn't know... it's not like you do that or anything... as far as the weekend fiascos with other guys its well documented not only by some of my bedt friends who saw you every week but your very own friends. there's no reason to lie any more. i already know what went on. and as long as we're on the subject of weight... Alicia has way less body fat than you. no she is not anorexic, but i assure you she does not have an inch of bady fat on her. shes actually quite firm and perky as opposed to someone i used to hate fucking. the sex it great, she actually know how to do it. now that im not wasting my time on virgins i can actually have a good time. call her a slut all you want, she's the been the ONLY girlfriend i've ever had, including you, who hasn't cheated on me. call her a squatter, she's had a job for over two years that actually pays money, unlike my ex girlfriend who made 150 every two weeks. you think your new job is a job? dont make me laugh, i make more than your month in one week DEAR. call her uneducated but lets not foget who almost didnt graduate and who is sitting at home not going to college while Alicia has a full free ride to ASU (a good school unlike UTEP) because of her 4.5 GPA in school. finally someone I can have an intellectual conversations with. Again you go showing how childish you are by attacking someone for the wrong reasons. everything she said had truth behind it and everything you said was just like a little middle school girl who has nothing intelligent to say so they attack someone's appearance. I have you know alicia is a very intelligent person and what she says had nothing but truth behind it. she said she didnt like you and that's all it was. she said you cheated on me cause you did, you admitted it... she had never cheated on me... she said you were 2 faced because i had the decency to call you when im in danger of dying and the least you could do is say maybe we can talk later. i just wanted to let you know, i thought you might want to. i dont need your fucking sympothy, all you're ever going to be is a self centered bith. i just wanted to let you know so you just didnt try to contact me one day and find out i was fucking dead, but obviously you dont care so oh well. i fucking considered you as a person because we had a history together but apparently you're so strung up on "oh everyone feel sorry for ms. lynn cause i had a bad boyfriend" that you started believing it. well fuck you and your fucking life. go ahead and live in that shothole for the rest of your life. go ahead and live a lie. go ahead and be an uncompasionate little fucking bitch. i dont want or need your fucking sympothy, i could care less if i fucking die ok. the world would be abtter place obviously because i just ruined little girls like you who cant their fucking lives together and grow the fuck up. and yea, you are a good fucking christian, fucking guys before you're mrried, cheating on me, lying to me, being mean to your parents, shoplifting, driving drunk, promoting violence, not being able to forgive people, im sure you follow the fucking book to the bone. fuck god and fuck you. i guess i got what i deserve form that fucking bastard. i hope i go to the blackest part of hell and you know what, ill see you there one day too...

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go on and feel cool cause you can attack alicia from that far away because i assure you, youre fucking bitch ass would be crying to your fucking mommy like always to bail you out if alicia was ever in town. you talk real fucking big lynn, all i got to say is you started shit with the wrong bitch and me, i just dont have much more to live for anymore, do i. i hope you enjoy your next couple of weeks. i hope you feel really cool and good about yourself because all of those fake fucking go nowhere fucks in el paso are on your side. im glad there's a fucking cess pool in america big enough to hold all the crap that's in el paso. attack based on your insecurities all you want, i did what was good for you so that you could be fucking happy because i decent human being. no i did not cheat you, believe it all you want. i told you that so that you would hate me and it'd be easier for you to move on ok. you're happy now and that's what matters. im sorry for ever fucking trying to contact you to tell you that you might not ever hear from me again. im sorry that i thought you might care a little bit. you fucking proved me right lynn, you're just a fucking self centered bitch and hopefully you can mooch off the world for the rest of your life. hopefully you'll never have to know what a hard life is like. hopefully you'll never know what it's like to be poor your whole life, to have to work for every single thing you have, to have to deal with dying at age 18, to have to deal with your mother in jail for 3 years, to have to deal with your dad beating you up, to have to deal with drug addiction, to have to deal with everyone you know hating you because all your ex girlfriends only know how to lie about you and make everyhting hard you because their unhappy that you left them. i hope your fucking god is with you when you cross paths with someone that you wronged because you'll be in the same place as me. i hope your god is with you if you ever see me or alicia again. just remember that i was trying to make a truce, i was trying to make everything ok and be a decent person, you were the one who decided to get hostile. thanks for giving me a reason to know that everyone was right.
I don't hope you die, i just hope you have to wake up to the real world one day, that'd be shock enough for you. mommy and daddy wont be there forever dear. take care rock and roll lynn!
Landon<3

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[stalkingmarla]

oh sweetie you are ever so observant. Yes since you have also met me so many times and can rightfully call me a junkie, since you saw me shooting up and everything, i guess it must be true. How am i a squatter when i pay rent? how am i uneducated when i go to college with a 4.5 GPA? yes my dear i do admit i am so fucking ugly that i use the contrast. if you knew ANYTHING about photography maybe you would know that when you take a picture of yourself with a 2.5 mega-pixel digital imaging camera (which in case you were wondering is a low quality camera) and has the flash on because it is dark that white people, yes i am white if you could not tell, washes out. next time i will be sure to take my photos in optimal lighting so you can be disgusted by my hideous face.
you are so mature that you use mom jokes. man i have to remember that one for future references, when you are an educated, beautiful christian make "your mom" jokes to improve on your intellectual legitimacy and crush any dissent that you might be an impaired white trash whore.
you could never reach my level of slutiness, not enough guys would fuck your high maintanance exhilaratingly beautiful ass.
yes and i see that you have an impressively excellent level of education. your grasp on the english language continues to astonish me. you would think for some one who is so well educated you would have caught on to the metaphor of the oi punk kid (yes MET-A-PHOR). if you don't understand or know what that is i am sure your texas public education teachers will be more than happy to tell you what to do and how to spot one.
and dearest i do have just one suggestion to make. if you plan on ever going to college, turn in a paper that ends "in conclusion" the teacher will be astounded by your ability to think outside of the common elementary school concluding paragraph starters and instantly pass you with an A.

i said it once before but obviously you couldn't read well enough to understand it. I HAVE NO ILL WILL TOWARD YOU AT ALL (i do not wish you to die, but live a long and happy life. i always thought that is what good "christians" did.) I JUST DON'T LIKE WHO YOU ARE

i made landon make peace with you in that girls journal, and now i am trying to keep that peace. i am sorry if you conform to middle class america and are afraid of everything anyone says about you. i was simply telling you my opinion, i was not attacking you. if i was attacking you i would have called you a fucking whore and tell you that i hoped you'd die, i never attacked your physical appearance simply your character. but that is not what i did i simply told you what i thought and i feel bad for people that are too sheltered to understand that.

alicia

P.s. since you seem to think that money and sex are all that is important i will have you know that me and landon have graphically fantastic ONE minute sex and we found a fucking five dollar bill yesterday and preceded to be fucking rich. we even went out and bought a five dollar pizza, a fucking expensive delicacy. fuck fuck fuck look at me i am a politically active (gasp there is something wrong with that) punk "rawker" (since lynnette seems to be unable to spell correctly) that has bad hygiene. oh no what ever shall i do.