anyone for apathy?
i've learned to let go of most of my emotions. I've changed from being a very andry easily set off person to a much happier more civil landon. I've learned not to let people get to me and when I'm just brush it off rather than letting it boil up and explode on an unsuspecting victim. I'm much happier, or maybe just apathetic. I think alicia's gonna get a new boyfriend soon. I'm happy for her, personally I wish things could have worked out between us. She makes me really happy, even to this day when we aren't dating. She's my best friend. I learned to accept the fact that we probably will never date again. It just wasn't supposed to happen though. I think she needs to shop around to get over certain assholes in her life that use her, I'm just scared she's gonna get hurt, but I guess that's not my responsibility. I love her though, even if we're always just friends. ;) Well enough of that sappy stuff, haha. Tis the weekend and I have no money, behind on two car's payments and don't get paid for a week. On the plus side I made like 250 bucks at work today. I hate my job. Well, off to nap, I don't feel good.
PEACE
PEACE