A shadow of my future self.

Feb 28, 2007 10:37

Over the span of these past couple of weeks, all of my dreams have been connected in some way. Some of them are rather pleasant dreams, others I wouldn’t consider nightmares, but they aren’t at all "good" dreams. In one dream my mom dies and my step-dad replaced her with a Brazilian lady, odd I know, then last night in another dream I picked up the phone to talk to my mom and it was the voice of the Brazilian lady, then I promptly started to freak out. It's interesting that it's the same season in my dream as it is when I'm awake. Actually I've had very few dreams this winter, and tend to have dreams almost every night.  Also, lately I've been laying in bed for hours, awake, before I get up. I've been trying to get up as soon as I wake up, because this proves to damage my daytime energy level.
    My brother and sister have been sick the past few days, my dad stayed home yesterday/ the day before, and I'm the only one that isn't sick.
It started in the south, and someone brought it here. I know who it iiiiissss!
I have to ask when my dad is leaving for Texas, because I must plan many illegal activities for when he is gone.
There's plenty of other stuff to write about, but I have more pressing matters to attend to at the moment. I'll be back later though.
P.S. I realized that for a while there was nothing to write about, and that reflected my daily life, which was for the most part, empty. So I've decided to fix that problem by filling my life with stuff, again, and updating more.
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