Jul 07, 2006 19:37
This weekend is supposed to be the big Family reunion. I can't wait.
Finally, I've been seeing how important some things are.
Sure, we're a messed up family, but on days like tomorrow, we can do it together!
I've been doing alot lately, and not alot of nothing. I've been up and about, taking walks, biking, just being out.
I'm liking the air, and the way it tastes, I enjoy breathing through my nose way too much.I've found that having a meaning is very important. (Obviosuly)
No but really, I figure that while I'm standing, I might as well have a meaning, I might as well take that extra step, I might as well oil the hinges on the bulkhead, I might as well finally fix the door that wouldn't shut, I might as well clean up around the house while I am walking through it, I might as well do the laundry if it's piling up.
I'm finally reaching my goal, finaly breaking the cycle and beating the system. Bringing meaning to everything I do. I dont do it just because anymore, unless it's a kindness, then I'll do it for any reason.
I like where I am going in life, I'm on my way to finding that grown up wisdom, but not that grown up nonsense. All I need is a license, and a job, then I'll be pretty much an adult.
I was having pretty shocking dreams the other night, it worried me for a bit but then I decided to face my fears.
So far, I'm doing well.
I hope the weekend goes great for everyone, including myself.