So Perfect To Ruin.

[myburningeyes]

As i sleep..
with my most vulnerable moments
and acception to anything
I dream like l was never awake
like ive known nothing...

Nothing horrid or brutal
Only in dreams,
Can you see something this beautiful..
I lie to myself...knowing that i'm
fully awake and in awww
blinding beautiful inside and out.

But Knowing myself all too well,
And knowing I dont deserve this..
Does anyone?
I feel bad.
Meanings of everything and nothing
are too close to explain...
I have you,

and it's so perfect to ruin.