Oh Man
I feel like I do nothing anymore and I feel like I'm going nowhere anymore. I refuse to fail at life but it's like the harder I try to be happy and make things work at the same time the worse it all becomes. I wish I wasn't grossely overweight, it happens though I suppose. My birthday's comin up, woo hoo(in the quietest manner ever). Having a birthday really doesn't sound fun for some reason this year.
What I want for my birthday:
To lay around my house all day.
To pretty much do nothing.
Maybe watch a movie.
Pretty much pretend like it's not my birthday.
I don't know why I don't really want to celebrate my birthday, it's not even that much more different than any other birthday that I've had, maybe I'm just tired of them. Who knows.
Sometimes I wish I could be left alone, like not have to talk for days or weeks. Talking, sometimes, is completely overrated but I always find myself talking the most and when I do talk it's always pointless, inappropriate, or I feel like an idiot after saying it. My neck hurts, I just noticed it on the way home from Ryans. Ryan and Ryan are such potheads, it's funny. I like hanging out with them cause they don't care about who's doing what or what people say. Ryan Brown experienced a little miracle today. At the shop 1st thing in the morning we had a solid surface delivery, 2 sheets. Each sheet is 1/2" x 30" x 144" and weighs about 250-300 lbs. So it's pretty heavy, and the corners and edges can cut you if you slide your hand along it while applying not very much pressure. But anyway Ryan Scott was walking forwards with the sheet and Ryan Brown was walking backwards with the sheet and he tripped over the cord, the cord that plugs in the water pump so the shop won't flood, and fell backwards and the whole sheet dropped on his hand. Luckily it landed on his wedding ring, it bent his wedding ring to about 3/4 it's original size around his finger, he had to take a pair of pliers to bend it back to get it off of his hand. It also cut the crap outta his hand, if it would've fallen on his hand directly it would've crushed all of his fingers, it might've cut his ring finger off. He's so lucky that he's married I suppose.
I'm tired good night.
What I want for my birthday:
To lay around my house all day.
To pretty much do nothing.
Maybe watch a movie.
Pretty much pretend like it's not my birthday.
I don't know why I don't really want to celebrate my birthday, it's not even that much more different than any other birthday that I've had, maybe I'm just tired of them. Who knows.
Sometimes I wish I could be left alone, like not have to talk for days or weeks. Talking, sometimes, is completely overrated but I always find myself talking the most and when I do talk it's always pointless, inappropriate, or I feel like an idiot after saying it. My neck hurts, I just noticed it on the way home from Ryans. Ryan and Ryan are such potheads, it's funny. I like hanging out with them cause they don't care about who's doing what or what people say. Ryan Brown experienced a little miracle today. At the shop 1st thing in the morning we had a solid surface delivery, 2 sheets. Each sheet is 1/2" x 30" x 144" and weighs about 250-300 lbs. So it's pretty heavy, and the corners and edges can cut you if you slide your hand along it while applying not very much pressure. But anyway Ryan Scott was walking forwards with the sheet and Ryan Brown was walking backwards with the sheet and he tripped over the cord, the cord that plugs in the water pump so the shop won't flood, and fell backwards and the whole sheet dropped on his hand. Luckily it landed on his wedding ring, it bent his wedding ring to about 3/4 it's original size around his finger, he had to take a pair of pliers to bend it back to get it off of his hand. It also cut the crap outta his hand, if it would've fallen on his hand directly it would've crushed all of his fingers, it might've cut his ring finger off. He's so lucky that he's married I suppose.
I'm tired good night.