Saturday
This is really not the best time to break down, but I have. Even to the point of just sitting in the hall at 2:00 in the morning, crying to Kristen's voicemail.
I lost my glasses at the An Albatross show. I got knocked down in the middle of the moshpit, kicked in the head a few times, passed out, and lost my glasses. I have a welt on the side of my head now, and it hurts like hell. Even getting into the show was aggravating, it was good music but it definately was not worth all this hell.
This weekend I was supposed to do a good ammount of theory work. Theory. The class I'm freaking over. The class that I'm terrified I'm going to fail and have to stay back.
...Now I have to go home and get new glasses.
I'm just really broken down right now, and I feel lonely and confused. This has been a really crappy, stressful week, and now I have this to top it off. I swear, if Kristen hadn't visit me on Thursday... I would have just quit. I would have laid in bed and not done anything. Just given up.
I couldn't sleep, so I feel like crap. I was too hot, then I was too cold, then I was too hot... you get the idea.
I don't want to be here anymore.
I lost my glasses at the An Albatross show. I got knocked down in the middle of the moshpit, kicked in the head a few times, passed out, and lost my glasses. I have a welt on the side of my head now, and it hurts like hell. Even getting into the show was aggravating, it was good music but it definately was not worth all this hell.
This weekend I was supposed to do a good ammount of theory work. Theory. The class I'm freaking over. The class that I'm terrified I'm going to fail and have to stay back.
...Now I have to go home and get new glasses.
I'm just really broken down right now, and I feel lonely and confused. This has been a really crappy, stressful week, and now I have this to top it off. I swear, if Kristen hadn't visit me on Thursday... I would have just quit. I would have laid in bed and not done anything. Just given up.
I couldn't sleep, so I feel like crap. I was too hot, then I was too cold, then I was too hot... you get the idea.
I don't want to be here anymore.