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[mybrighteye]

i hate how boys make me feel

like if they dont react im just doing something wrong

but it shouldnt be like that and i know it

i just hate how i always give boys a chance if they like me, my train of thought is
"whats the worst that could happen, maybe they'll be good boyfriends"

and im always wrong

but when i like a boy nobody ever gives me chance its fucked up

i like this boy so much

right now he's all there is to make me smile

everyone else has someone to talk to and im sitting at home

no one calls me anymore, nobody gives a shit if im bored lonely and angry whenever at home because of my stupid shitty ass brother and ridiculous parents

nobody

and i need somebody to help me forget it

thats all i need

i cant get it until he realizes i have the right idea