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i can't sleep.....
i should sleep......
but i can't...............
i work i sleep (sometimes) i eat.....and i wait for amanda to call me or start having horrible pains so that we can get lando the hell out (clef said get the hell out)
lately i have been sitting at the computer at night when i should be asleep and i stare and i try to create something.... anything i think might be of value but i end up throwing everything i make away (delete)
most of my weeks are spent tearing my body down slowly and my weekends are spent tearing my liver down slowly
maybe i'm just tired....but at least i'm happy with my life......i can be content with my family my friends and my life (and my lack of commas).......
(P.S. THANK GOD FOR MACS AUTO SAVE DRAFT......i wasn't going to type that up again......
-sean-
i should sleep......
but i can't...............
i work i sleep (sometimes) i eat.....and i wait for amanda to call me or start having horrible pains so that we can get lando the hell out (clef said get the hell out)
lately i have been sitting at the computer at night when i should be asleep and i stare and i try to create something.... anything i think might be of value but i end up throwing everything i make away (delete)
most of my weeks are spent tearing my body down slowly and my weekends are spent tearing my liver down slowly
maybe i'm just tired....but at least i'm happy with my life......i can be content with my family my friends and my life (and my lack of commas).......
(P.S. THANK GOD FOR MACS AUTO SAVE DRAFT......i wasn't going to type that up again......
-sean-