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[mybrainmeats]

 as a follow up.  Rearranging my room and getting new furniture did help.  Going to the gym did help.  It turns out, if i pay attention to myself, i can make myself more satisfied.  I still don't like my job and i still feel disconnected from some of the most important people in my life, but i am working on it now.  i am active.

and except for the horrible shoulder pain. its pretty good.