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I feel like I have so much to write in here.
I have no idea where to start or how people react or if anyone even reads it. but i do know that once i get my thoughts together i will eventually write it down. weather its here or not who knows.
Things in my life have changed so much in the past year and i can't say all of it was for the better but i do know that I am extremely happy right now and thats the best part. I wish I didn't loose my best friend from high school because i catch myself missing the good times we used to have. (I hope you're doing well) I wish my college best friend didn't have to move to Nashville. But I know we'll be best friends for a long time. and my first trip down there shortly will be awesome. And i really wish that I wasn't afried to go home. But in the long run I am in a wonderful relationship right now and couldn't be happier or more open then i've ever been. We just clicked and that makes everything so much more easier even with all the complications. Lifes a little stressful but I feel like I've been able to surround myself with people that I learned to open up to and trust. which i owe a thanks to those friends from high school for essentially teaching me how to do so. So as this year comes to a close and another summer in York City approaches, with SO Many fun things planned, I cannot wait to see whats ahead of me. Some will undoubtably be good and some will undoubtablly be bad but I know now its all for a reason and if I'm smart enough ill soak it all in while I can. Because the real world is fast approaching.
I have no idea where to start or how people react or if anyone even reads it. but i do know that once i get my thoughts together i will eventually write it down. weather its here or not who knows.
Things in my life have changed so much in the past year and i can't say all of it was for the better but i do know that I am extremely happy right now and thats the best part. I wish I didn't loose my best friend from high school because i catch myself missing the good times we used to have. (I hope you're doing well) I wish my college best friend didn't have to move to Nashville. But I know we'll be best friends for a long time. and my first trip down there shortly will be awesome. And i really wish that I wasn't afried to go home. But in the long run I am in a wonderful relationship right now and couldn't be happier or more open then i've ever been. We just clicked and that makes everything so much more easier even with all the complications. Lifes a little stressful but I feel like I've been able to surround myself with people that I learned to open up to and trust. which i owe a thanks to those friends from high school for essentially teaching me how to do so. So as this year comes to a close and another summer in York City approaches, with SO Many fun things planned, I cannot wait to see whats ahead of me. Some will undoubtably be good and some will undoubtablly be bad but I know now its all for a reason and if I'm smart enough ill soak it all in while I can. Because the real world is fast approaching.