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"Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering." Ida Scott Taylor
IT is so true...
I am honestly happy with my life right now...the only problem is that I'm not used to it lol
I got rid of a lot of trash in my life, things that I thought were good for me but were probably just bringing me down. Since I got rid of the trash I made a lot of room for greater additions. Things like great friends, a new kitten AKA Timmy, a better attitude, some direction, and a better outlook on life. THe future is looking good for me. All those shitty events that happened to me this summer did nothing but show me that life moves on. Sometimes you don't want it to and that you even want to go back in time to a time that you thought was better for you or to friends you thought were the best. But working through all of the probelms in my head opened my eyes to everything that wasn't as great as I thought it was. This was the best realization of my life. Why should I worry about the past and try to analize it when fixing it is impossible. And me worrying about the future is retarded when what i do now is what shapes what happens later. So for now I am thankful for my new best friends Amanda, Sam, Reed,Katrina, and Heather. They truely are good people because i refuse to surround myself with anything less. I have to thank them for helping me through some of these tough times, especailly Amanda. She is a genueinly good person she helped me so much and never looks for anything in return, alls she says is " this is what friends do." I have goals that i will accomplish within the next year and a half and with the intership oppurtunity today it is looking like it's well on its way. I'm happy and I plan on staying this way for a really long time.
I can't change the Past, but I will use what happened to help mold my Future.
Hensley
IT is so true...
I am honestly happy with my life right now...the only problem is that I'm not used to it lol
I got rid of a lot of trash in my life, things that I thought were good for me but were probably just bringing me down. Since I got rid of the trash I made a lot of room for greater additions. Things like great friends, a new kitten AKA Timmy, a better attitude, some direction, and a better outlook on life. THe future is looking good for me. All those shitty events that happened to me this summer did nothing but show me that life moves on. Sometimes you don't want it to and that you even want to go back in time to a time that you thought was better for you or to friends you thought were the best. But working through all of the probelms in my head opened my eyes to everything that wasn't as great as I thought it was. This was the best realization of my life. Why should I worry about the past and try to analize it when fixing it is impossible. And me worrying about the future is retarded when what i do now is what shapes what happens later. So for now I am thankful for my new best friends Amanda, Sam, Reed,Katrina, and Heather. They truely are good people because i refuse to surround myself with anything less. I have to thank them for helping me through some of these tough times, especailly Amanda. She is a genueinly good person she helped me so much and never looks for anything in return, alls she says is " this is what friends do." I have goals that i will accomplish within the next year and a half and with the intership oppurtunity today it is looking like it's well on its way. I'm happy and I plan on staying this way for a really long time.
I can't change the Past, but I will use what happened to help mold my Future.
Hensley