where r u
time keeps winding down as it usually does. but its strange this time. i feel so much and you dont barely know any of it. i miss you so much. ive told you its like living two different lives but its more than that because its almost as if this life you arent even a part of. its so sad. i could really use you right now and lately. i dont even know whats been going on with you and i hate that. it makes me feel bad as if i dont care but ofcourse thats not true. sometimes its just harder to keep in touch so much more than you thought it would be. sucks.
i think im going to try to go to sleep. i have a paper to write before class tomorrow. but ill be honest. i dont want to do it right now. so i guess ill be craming it in tomorrow. and i have a test at 915 and do you think i know what its on...no ofcourse not, why would i know something as simple as that?
im so f-ing dumb sometimes. oh well.
i think im going to try to go to sleep. i have a paper to write before class tomorrow. but ill be honest. i dont want to do it right now. so i guess ill be craming it in tomorrow. and i have a test at 915 and do you think i know what its on...no ofcourse not, why would i know something as simple as that?
im so f-ing dumb sometimes. oh well.