Aug 16, 2005 03:24
this must be it
welcome to the new year
the drinks were consumed
the plants were destroyed and the hor'deurves dismantled
i'm not smiling behind this fake veneer
i am often interrupted or completely ignored
but most of all i'm bored
i'm trying to find out if my words have any meaning
lackluster and full of contempts when it always ends the same
why won't you listen to me
why did i come
oh why did i come here
these humans all suck
i'd rather be home feeling violent and lonely
i'm not trying to sound so insincere
but the postcard that's taped to the freezer reads "wish you were here"
how i wish i could disappear
i'm trying to find out if my words have any meaning
lackluster and full of contempts and it always ends the same
heads up
damage control
there's a ring around her finger
last chance for changing lanes and you missed it by a mile
why won't you listen to me
this must be it
welcome to the new year
this is it..one last day...in pembroke pines.. i never thought that this day would actually come and be here.. i would always look at it as an event that will happen in the future..and now..it is the future..i start a whole new life wednesday.. im so scared.. im gonna miss my family so much and my friends 2... why cant there just be one university that everyone goes to so no one has to seperate.. well thats life i guess
18 years in pembroke pines..did i leave a mark? or will i go on with the rest as just another college kid at ucf from flanagan? i dont know...
all i know is that im gonna miss the hell out of this place..
and i miss the hell out of you...
lackluster and full of contempts
signed,
blue