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Well, it's been ever so long (again) since I've been on live journal, but here I am.
It feels like a lot has changed since last I was here, but really just the one thing. A few weeks ago Mike and I broke up. I'm sad, and disappointed, but I'm working through it. It's been over a week since I've talked to him, and over two since we've had anything resembling a conversation. Everyday there's a part of me that hopes he'll call, but when he doesn't, I'm not surprised or disappointed. If we're not going to work on getting back together (which it seems we aren't) then I don't want to talk to him until I feel like I've moved on.
Adjusting to being just one person in what was just a month ago 'our' apartment has been...interesting. Today is the first day I'm by myself and not all freaked out about it. I had a long day at work, and right now just don't feel like being around anyone. Every other day that I've been home alone I've been super upset about it. I did spend the weekend with people except for about half of Sunday (which was spent napping) so maybe that has something to do with it.
Over the weekend I went camping with some friends and my little brother and crew. We had a good time, and I drank an entire bottle of wine (something I've not done in a LONG time) and while I've been assured that I didn't, I think I made an ass of myself. It was a wonderfully relaxing weekend, and while all the crappy relationship stuff is pretty much ALWAYS at the back of my mind, it wasn't as 'loud' over the weekend.
I started two new classes today...Nutrition and Interpersonal Communications (I feel like that one came a little too late). They both look...normal. Nothing too exciting. I need to make sure I push myself to do my homework without Mike here to push me. It's been about 5 years since I wasn't in a serious relationship (2 with Mike and 3 with Todd) so I'm going to have to retrain myself to be alone. I've been very lucky because my little brother and his fiance have really been here for me during the mundane times, and my very good friend Sloth has been making sure I'm doing at least a little something (usually going out for breakfast) on the weekends.
Well, off to do other mind numbing this on the interwebs, and then come back to spend some time seeing what all of you are up to.