Dec 01, 2005 02:18
THIS IS A HATRED BLOG. READ WITH CARE.
sms #1 : "***** nie, what wrong with u.. This is not u. If i make any mistake why dont u tell me. I dont want any troble between us. If you dont wanna talk to me call or msg me to let me know.. I calling u twice did u hang up..What is all about. I like u to know that u are tha only one i like to give my love to..That all.."
sms 2 : "Hie, ***** here, i betul2 bornig dah lame x dgr suare u, bleh x kite jadi cam dulu, sentiase happy, u yg buat i happy u now that.. hrp i bleh bersabar tunggu u..."
sms 3 : "nak bls kat hp ni, my battery flat"
as if i have an unresistable urge to reply. now tell me, what do you do when you have a... stalker(?) who doesn't seem to get the hint? or who just doesn't seem to get it although you've shoved reality to his face? numerous times?
first of all, we've only known each other 2 days before halloween. that's exactly a month. bley kite jadi macam dulu? what the hell is that suppose to mean? how "dulu" is "dulu"? like when we were teammates in charge of the halloween decorations? yeah i'm all happy at that time but at that time i don't intend to have anything to do with all of you after that. it was a favor from a good friend, and that was that.
hrp i bleh bersabar tunggu u.. you want to wait, then go ahead. i'm not putting my life on hold for you. plus i'm in a relationship right now, so don't expect that i'll make any move. and yes, mmg tak kemana because oh, i'm in a relationship.
I like u to know that u are tha only one i like to give my love to.. am i suppose to fall for that? if it was apis who said that then yes, maybe i will fall even more helplessly in love with him. *sigh*
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i don't have anything against you when i first knew you. but i started to get annoyed when you start calling me 3 fucking times a day, sms me to tell me where you are, what you do, what you're going to do, who you're with etc. you expect me to report to you the exact same thing. you want me to call, but you really should be glad that i even bothered to sms. but even if i did, you'll go like "apesal u tak call i?"
hello? it's pretty much up to me isn't it? i don't do that with apis, and i really enjoy the freedom he gives me. so exactly who are you to make me do those things?
not to mention, you're pushy. when i said i don't want to go out with you, which part of the sentence that you don't understand? when i tell you i can't go out because my mom won't let me, why don't you just shut up and be done with it? why is that you have to come up with what to say to my parents and STILL BLOODY PUSH ME? why is it that you want to come over to fetch me? the only boys allowed in and out of my house without questions are my schoolmates whom my mom had known for years, ok? and i really don't care how you and your ex's mom "connect". as far as i'm concerned, i don't want you to call my mom "mak" or "ibu". my mom is my mom, and she won't be called "mama" from some other guy that IS NOT married to her daughters, do you get that?
what about all this shit saying that you'll punch by boyfriend if he treats me bad? is that suppose to make me think of you as a hero? for me to like you? just how sure are you that i won't hate you more if you do that? i'll tell you now, if you ever threaten him, and i don't care of what reasons, i swear i'll hate you for the rest of my life. and as for my ex, yeah he just got up and left me. yeah i hated him for a moment, but shit happens. i moved on. i didn't have any intentions to beat him up, so why are you so worked up? and again, what makes you so sure that i won't hate you for punching him? yeah, he's an ex. so? he's still my friend. we still keep in touch. we don't have grudges towards each other. you don't have the right to punch him as you wish.
keep this in mind : i am not your girlfriend. you tell me you "bukan macam tu", so what about telling everyone at your workplace "awek i masuk hospital"? don't you have pride? MY boyfriend was embrassed. on your behalf.
so yeah, basically i'm irritated with you. and yeah, for the time being, i don't want to have anything to do with you. at least not until your obsession goes away.
shasha told me to stay away from you. there's always a reason when she forbids me to do something. and i don't see why i have to go against her this time.