take me by the hand and tell me you would take me anywhere...
updating from oakton and this computer lab is packed!
only two weeks of school left and im eagerly awaiting its end.
i just took my 'practical skills' test in First Aid and i passed, so if any of you need saving, i know what do to! other than that, im just trying to get ahead on some of the classwork due for this week. trying to lessen the work load. im feeling the heat from everything and it's causing me to unravel a little bit. okay, more than a little bit. i want to do so well, and end Oakton with good grades but i find myself wanting to slack more and more. I want this transfer thing with VS to go smoothly but upon repeated requests to talk to Alana, she has yet to tell me what is happening. I know i still have a month for the work thing and school is finite after next week, but i dont want these things to go slipping through my fingertips therefore making me skrewd and left with nada....i still need to get things rolling with Columbia, i am now accepted, and i just have that nervous excitement as well. i want my first semester to go well there, i want it to go more than well, actually.
i know im thinking an aweful lot, and i need summer here now more than ever. i need to rebalance my brain and my priorities becuase i've been putting alot of unneeded weight on my shoulders and honestly it's bringing me down.
so much is changing these next months and i just want to smoothly transition to that. and from the girl who wants to know everything this uncertainty and wondering how things will be eats my brain. but i suppose we've all been there before. in order to learn how to swim you first have to jump in the water.
one day at a time, one day at a time.
only two weeks of school left and im eagerly awaiting its end.
i just took my 'practical skills' test in First Aid and i passed, so if any of you need saving, i know what do to! other than that, im just trying to get ahead on some of the classwork due for this week. trying to lessen the work load. im feeling the heat from everything and it's causing me to unravel a little bit. okay, more than a little bit. i want to do so well, and end Oakton with good grades but i find myself wanting to slack more and more. I want this transfer thing with VS to go smoothly but upon repeated requests to talk to Alana, she has yet to tell me what is happening. I know i still have a month for the work thing and school is finite after next week, but i dont want these things to go slipping through my fingertips therefore making me skrewd and left with nada....i still need to get things rolling with Columbia, i am now accepted, and i just have that nervous excitement as well. i want my first semester to go well there, i want it to go more than well, actually.
i know im thinking an aweful lot, and i need summer here now more than ever. i need to rebalance my brain and my priorities becuase i've been putting alot of unneeded weight on my shoulders and honestly it's bringing me down.
so much is changing these next months and i just want to smoothly transition to that. and from the girl who wants to know everything this uncertainty and wondering how things will be eats my brain. but i suppose we've all been there before. in order to learn how to swim you first have to jump in the water.
one day at a time, one day at a time.