Oct 11, 2004 19:28
Who would have known that in the past year the hardest feat to overcome would be to simply exist harmoniously with myself? It takes more courage than you can ever imagine to confront the things that make you broken. Just when you think that you’re all grown up and there is nothing left for you to learn something else smacks you in the face and lets you know that there is work left to be done. I’m far from being complete and ages away from understanding every little quirk I have and why, but I can recognize my personal triumphs when I get them. I was always a dreamer. Always kept sane by my never-ending onslaught of unrelenting hope. Finally, despite of the opportunities that I let pass me by I caught something worth a damn. Depression destroys dreams. It can kill drive and determination in an instant and in some cases…it can make you invincible. “It's only after you've lost everything that you're free to do anything.” What true words.
October 22nd, I’m ready for you. Come and get it.