♥ - 12//voice

[mybffrika]

[she starts out mumbling, sounding like she had been crying just a few moments before]

I wanted to save everyone... They didn't deserve to die like that... I was supposed to protect them. I had to do it!

[she starts speaking louder, angrier]I took their sins! I put them upon myself and I cleansed them! Yet they only took it for granted. Even

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[notyourpage]

H-hey I never seen you angry like this before..

[mybffrika]

Because I am fed up with this world.

[notyourpage]

I think everyone is.

[mybffrika]

But you blame it on someone else, don't you? Someone else made this world horrible for you.

You'll all just blame it on someone... Your sins... Everything... It wasn't my fault...

[notyourpage]

Being stuck here is my fault... it's cause ...I wasn't strong enough.

[mybffrika]

...

Liar. That's not what you really believe.

[notyourpage]

Maybe if I was stronger I'd be home.. I could have... saved them.. but I couldn't cause I'm weak. I'm very weak.

[mybffrika]

Stop it! You're like the rest of them! Lying to me will not save you!

[notyourpage]

It's not your job to save me. I gotta defend myself.

[mybffrika]

But you cannot cleanse your own sins.

[notyourpage]

But I can still make myself stronger and continue to live...

[mybffrika]

... I know you're lying. You have to be.

[notyourpage]

I already felt how bad it is to be weak... I saw those eyes and they won't ever fade...

I don't wanna be that weak again.

[mybffrika]

Stop it, stop it, stop it! Why won't you just admit that you're lying?!

[notyourpage]

Cause I'm not. I don't wanna blame other people for my weakness.

[mybffrika]

[starting to believe him but lol paranoia]

Y... You have to be...