bored with life
i have lost my muchness, as they say in the lame new "alice in wonderland."
i used to be so ambitious and fearless, almost to the degree of stupidity. somewhere along the way, people ruined that for me, or i ruined it myself, and now i am an adult with no spine and no drive.
i want to do stuff. i want to travel and learn. i want to get the hell out of orlando and fail gloriously doing something that i think needs doing. but i am so afraid of even having a private passion that i don't even know where to begin.
i used to be so ambitious and fearless, almost to the degree of stupidity. somewhere along the way, people ruined that for me, or i ruined it myself, and now i am an adult with no spine and no drive.
i want to do stuff. i want to travel and learn. i want to get the hell out of orlando and fail gloriously doing something that i think needs doing. but i am so afraid of even having a private passion that i don't even know where to begin.