wtf!!!! GOD DAMNIT!!
I'M MOVING OUT!! i hate being in this house sometimes. i do feel horrible that my mom works a full day and thenc omes home do do laundry and make us dinner etc. and i want to help in as many ways as i can!! i hate it! i feel like i have to take the resposibilities of my sister too cuz she's just like useless in all matters. i hate to leave my parents here w/ my evil sister, i can't stand the way she talks about my parents. grow the fuck up!! u r 16, mommy doesn't need to feed u and wipe your mouth when u r done n e more!!! DO SOMETHING FOR YOURSELF!! i can't take it!! i want to get a tape recorder and tape the shit she says!!! i hate the way she talks about my mother, w/o her u wouldnt be the spoiled FUCKING brat that u r that gets whatever u want as long as u whine and cry about it enough til my parents give in! I SWEAR my children will NEVER get the way she does. i wish i can smack her around a few times and just do something for the love of god!! get a job! do a sport, cuz u r good at them, just too lazy, go out w/ some friends and GET A FUCKING LIFE!!!! i can't take it!!
i can't wait to go to school next year, but i also feel horrible leaving my mom w/ my sister, cuz she is a piece of work that needs to grow up. she's like guys, u think that they would eventually grow up, but they don't!! PRAY FOR MY DEAR SISTER, to GROW UP!!! just pray, that's all i ask!!
this is also the girl that wants to get behind a wheel of a car (watch out people).
my parents r hocking me about getting a summer job and it's only january! i hate the fact taht i hve to ask them for money all the time cuz i do'nt exactly have alot right now. i still haven't gotten 2 checks from the school for doing the timing system, and i hope i'm going to get a big check at the end of swim season for all the time i am there.
i feel liek i should just quit the play and work my life away!! i feel bad and then start crying. i start doing all this stuff around the house cuz i don't want my mom to do it, and my sister still have the most disgusting, messiest room ever, is it really taht hard to keep it clean???!! i don't think so!! but she is too busy w/ the phone glued to her head and sitting her ass and watching tv all night! the girl doesn't do shit! and i feel like i have to do her shit too so my mom doesn't get upset! i hate when my mom gets upset, cuz there is no need, and my sister doesnt even seem to care! yes mommy has a full time job, that she should have gotten a long time ago, u r 16, grow up, u don't need your mommy to come home and get you off the bus anymore!! u shouldn't want her home!! geez!!! GROW UP!!!
ok, i think i'm done.
i'm just really agrevated and upset.
i feel sometimes, that i have no one to talk to and some people just piss me off when i try to talk to them too! which makes me 10 times madder! but let's not go there.
i'm stressing and i shouldn't be.
meh!
this also may have to do w/ the fact that i have been stuck in my house for like 48 hours and haven't left, cuz that can do it! for all of us i guess. but seriously, if nothing else. pray for my sister to grow up! lol. MEH!
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i can't wait to go to school next year, but i also feel horrible leaving my mom w/ my sister, cuz she is a piece of work that needs to grow up. she's like guys, u think that they would eventually grow up, but they don't!! PRAY FOR MY DEAR SISTER, to GROW UP!!! just pray, that's all i ask!!
this is also the girl that wants to get behind a wheel of a car (watch out people).
my parents r hocking me about getting a summer job and it's only january! i hate the fact taht i hve to ask them for money all the time cuz i do'nt exactly have alot right now. i still haven't gotten 2 checks from the school for doing the timing system, and i hope i'm going to get a big check at the end of swim season for all the time i am there.
i feel liek i should just quit the play and work my life away!! i feel bad and then start crying. i start doing all this stuff around the house cuz i don't want my mom to do it, and my sister still have the most disgusting, messiest room ever, is it really taht hard to keep it clean???!! i don't think so!! but she is too busy w/ the phone glued to her head and sitting her ass and watching tv all night! the girl doesn't do shit! and i feel like i have to do her shit too so my mom doesn't get upset! i hate when my mom gets upset, cuz there is no need, and my sister doesnt even seem to care! yes mommy has a full time job, that she should have gotten a long time ago, u r 16, grow up, u don't need your mommy to come home and get you off the bus anymore!! u shouldn't want her home!! geez!!! GROW UP!!!
ok, i think i'm done.
i'm just really agrevated and upset.
i feel sometimes, that i have no one to talk to and some people just piss me off when i try to talk to them too! which makes me 10 times madder! but let's not go there.
i'm stressing and i shouldn't be.
meh!
this also may have to do w/ the fact that i have been stuck in my house for like 48 hours and haven't left, cuz that can do it! for all of us i guess. but seriously, if nothing else. pray for my sister to grow up! lol. MEH!
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