“That old saying, how you always hurt the one you love, well, it works both ways”
i don't know how much longer i can take being walked on like i am. this is getting to the point where i'm considering being alone. i just don;t understand how someone can be so heartless. i'm so hurt tonight. i can't even believe what happened. there is no way in hell if i showed up at his house randomly and he had a friend there, he would jump up and say yeah lets go out, then tell his friend, too bad so sad you have to go home. i would never have that privilege. instead, i am taken advantage in a way that cuts deeper then physicality. i can't deal with this anymore, it's happened too many times. i don't know what to do.